Whats with the word love?

Is it so hard to say?

Or its easy in every way…

You can hear it, you can tell it, but it’s not the same.

Whenever you walk, you hear lies…

Is it the same curelity what you hide?

You want me…

You hold me

But it’s not what you think…

You not love me.

It’s not the same…

When you name

The thing what you want

From me

You want to see

Me naked, just to imagen how

You will fuck me

Then live me…

Alone in the darkness without

Your love.

A big wound is on my hand

Reminds me of my lifes end

I suffered from pain

Those days are over

I will stand up over, and over

Again when you push me back.

You don’t have to do anything

Just watch me when i get

The courage to fight back.

Bleeding…my hand is bleeding

Crying… in my room i’m crying

When you look at me i’m in fear from you

In the world… i’m lost in the world

One word… just tell me one word

Then i will die in peace, where you can’t reach

My grave… i will sleep in my grave

Your hands… will throw rose on my ashes

And there will be no tear in your eyes

When you look on my face

Standing still… without a shiver

And your last words to me:

„Fuck you! For leaving me!”