Look what you done to me!

Desire i have
Killing me while i let
That cold knife to my wrist
Wanting it back
My worthless life
To live with all the pain
In my cold black-hearted mind
Falling down
To the dirty ground
My own blood what i see
With my own empty
Eyes
Day, after day
Keeping away my feelings, inside
I'm broken
And you, you just stand there
Don't know what happens
To me
You just see
How lifeless, sad and…
What's wrong with me?!